i am the queen of awkward situations. it's like i intentionally find my way into things i cannot get out of easily and then when i do get out of them, i get to mope for a few weeks afterward wondering why these crazy things happen to me, when, yeah, i was probably inviting them right in in the first place.
on a happier note, i recently learned some valuable shit about myself & even if the way i came to the conclusion has led to some bridges being burned and me still getting the random uncomfortable shivers, at least now i know for sure.
and i know i have the best husband ever. which is not really as much of a tangent from the subject as you think it would be, but it makes me feel better.
you know what sucks so bad? not being able to ask for help. or, not letting yourself ask for help. it's never worth it not to, though.
people are so crazy and fluid. everyone is changing so much all of the time. i really hope that when i get to work today everything is cool. i can't change who hates me and who doesn't, but i can act indifferent to it. i don't know. it's all good. i'm over it.
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